My life is so damn strange. Considering that I'm a perv, anarchist and not only atheist but an anti-theist. It's kind of funny that not only was my last girlfriend a church going christian but so is my new one!
I think I'm falling for my girlfriend. Yes the one who put up tons of red flags. But some how we seem to be very into each other. Sure there are other factors that are potentially bad, her not having proper papers in France and such. She's not usually my type either but somehow even then I might really like her.
Edit: To add, it's kind of freaking me out, I've never had anything actually good in my life in that way. Always been destructive or I've been in relationships that I didn't feel anything in. I'm scared! I'm scared that I might be settling, that it will be one sided again, that it's a scam or I don't know! Yeah I do have some trust issues.:/