I can't "blame" you for that.
I have tickets for a Star Wars marathon (Episode 7 + 8 + 9), but since I'm still at work, I won't make it in time (it starts in little less than an hour).
I bought the tickets because a friend wanted to go (a couple of months ago), but he will also be unable to attend.
So, I'm still debating if I'll be going to watch Episode 9 later today.
Personally, I don't have much expectations, and I'm struggling to find interest in attending, even though I have tickets paid already. Not because of the bad reviews, but simply because the franchise don't mean anything to me any more.
Like many people, I liked the original trilogy, but I was bored and appalled by the pointless prequel trilogy (especially episodes 2 and 3), and while I had some hope for the new trilogy, after they brought back the characters and actors many people wanted to see back, and I found episode 7 to be a nice way of re-introducing people to the franchise, and introduce the new good and bad guys, I found episode 8 to be a complete train-wreck.
I'm not expecting "rocket science" from a Star Wars movie, just to have a decent time for a couple of hours. Something I can't say I had with the previous film.
The Last Jedi killed my interest in the series. I know different people have different tastes and all, but I honestly don't understand why some people liked The Last Jedi as much as they did, and even go as far as to call it as the best in the series. It's like I watched a different movie, and not a complete mess where pretty much nothing happens for much of the film, characters (like Finn) seem to be forgotten for long stretches of time, and old characters are there just to be killed off. Even by "blockbuster" standards, I found it to be an unredeemable mess.
EDIT:
I just read a review that called The Last Jedi a film that "decried nostalgia", and "ambitious and polarizing".
Again, I don't get it.
Apparently, that hack is brilliant and ambitious, because applying the good old Hollywood "ageism" in a narrative is "decrying nostalgia".
And lauding a Star Wars film because it's... unlike a Star Wars film. Ah, brilliant indeed.