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Hektor

Hektor

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I'll be turning 30 before this year is over and i honestly can't handle it.

Never celebrated my birthday before because my parents never gave a shit.
Thought some years ago i could change that but then had my run in with all these shitty, abusive friends from my earlier posts.
Now im alone again and probably won't be doing anything for it.

I was thinking i could take friends to Disneyland for my 30th, but alas.
Not like it matters what i am thinking. If there is one thing everyone seems to agree upon is that my opinion, needs and wishes don't matter.

Idk just mad low energy as of late.

I just wanna have boardgame, DND or movie nights with friends and occasionally go out and on vacation once a year.
For the time my garbage ex friends and me played DND, i always baked Brownies or Muffins when we met.
But no one can appreciate such things.
 
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Li Kao

Li Kao

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Hektor said:
I just wanna have boardgame, DND or movie nights with friends and occasionally go out and on vacation once a year.
For the time my garbage ex friends and me played DND, i always baked Brownies or Muffins when we met.
But no one can appreciate such things.
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For boardgames and DnD, that can be arranged online. Not the same, I know. Even movies I think the kids watch along on the internet.
I refuse to go to Disneyland with a Yoko Taro fan, though. Gotta draw the line somewhere, after all.
 
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Hektor said:
I'll be turning 30 before this year is over and i honestly can't handle it.

Never celebrated my birthday before because my parents never gave a shit.
Thought some years ago i could change that but then had my run in with all these shitty, abusive friends from my earlier posts.
Now im alone again and probably won't be doing anything for it.

I was thinking i could take friends to Disneyland for my 30th, but alas.
Not like it matters what i am thinking. If there is one thing everyone seems to agree upon is that my opinion, needs and wishes don't matter.

Idk just mad low energy as of late.

I just wanna have boardgame, DND or movie nights with friends and occasionally go out and on vacation once a year.
For the time my garbage ex friends and me played DND, i always baked Brownies or Muffins when we met.
But no one can appreciate such things.
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Are we talking Disneyland Disneyland? Or Disneyland Paris?

Even if you go by yourself you can still have a lot of fun by yourself. I went to Disneyland earlier this year and while I did spend some of it with my younger sister most of that trip was me by myself and I had fun.
 
MegaApple

MegaApple

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Hektor said:
I'll be turning 30 before this year is over and i honestly can't handle it.

Never celebrated my birthday before because my parents never gave a shit.
Thought some years ago i could change that but then had my run in with all these shitty, abusive friends from my earlier posts.
Now im alone again and probably won't be doing anything for it.

I was thinking i could take friends to Disneyland for my 30th, but alas.
Not like it matters what i am thinking. If there is one thing everyone seems to agree upon is that my opinion, needs and wishes don't matter.

Idk just mad low energy as of late.

I just wanna have boardgame, DND or movie nights with friends and occasionally go out and on vacation once a year.
For the time my garbage ex friends and me played DND, i always baked Brownies or Muffins when we met.
But no one can appreciate such things.
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Words can't console much but, you should give online DnD a go at least.
Maybe you can find them in your city or state? That way you can find people to connect. I know its a hard task.

I can relate to you on opinions not mattering to other part. Feels powerless...
 
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Le Pertti said:
Cacher I fear it is kind of going downwards everywhere.:/ Im worried about my future in France as well. My gf sometimes wants us to move to Sweden to the north and live a simple life and I actually think that might not be the worst idea.
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You don't say. I just made our weekly food order and saw some lamb shoulder for 50 euros. Now okay, this was never a cheap piece of meat, but we are not even on a downward spiral anymore. It's free fall.
I didn't really appreciate the new 'small appetite' range from a known brand either. It's not small appetite you motherfuckers, it's inflation everywhere.
 
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C-Dub

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Le Pertti said:
Cacher I fear it is kind of going downwards everywhere.:/ Im worried about my future in France as well. My gf sometimes wants us to move to Sweden to the north and live a simple life and I actually think that might not be the worst idea.
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If I could get out of the UK, I would. Sadly, the Anglosphere is insane right now so I haven’t really got anywhere else to go.
 
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C-Dub

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Honestly, I kinda have one eye on Ireland. Not necessarily to live there, though I hear Dublin is a nice city.

More because if Northern Ireland decides it's had enough of England being England, I expect Scotland and Wales to follow them out soon after.

The UK as a political/national entity disintegrating might make living on this miserable island quite bearable.
 
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C-Dub said:
Honestly, I kinda have one eye on Ireland. Not necessarily to live there, though I hear Dublin is a nice city.

More because if Northern Ireland decides it's had enough of England being England, I expect Scotland and Wales to follow them out soon after.

The UK as a political/national entity disintegrating might make living on this miserable island quite bearable.
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There's a handful of places I'd live outside my own country tbh. Canada, Germany, Chile, Uruguay, and very specific parts of the US like the Pacific Northwest.
 
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