Two dates on the same day, first one doesn't even show up(or could have but decided to walk past instead of saying hi) and the second date canceled two hours before.
What an asshole. Maybe a catfish?Happened AGAIN! Took the train to meet her, when I arrive and call her and she says she will be right there and then blocks me. I fucking hate people Jesus fucking Christ.
I don't think so, I honestly think they chickened out at the last minute, but either way shitty behavior.What an asshole. Maybe a catfish?
I'm seriously considering limiting my age range to 26 and up where most people don't think that being an alcoholic is a personality.
I don't mind liking alcohol. But when the definition of having a good time involves alcohol, I'm out.I don't think so, I honestly think they chickened out at the last minute, but either way shitty behavior.
I've been lucky that most dates I've had don't drink alcohol and they've all been middle twenties. But that can have to do also with that I mostly date Africans, meaning they are either first or second generation immigrants and they are often religious and don't drink that much. Like my most recent ex never had been drunk.
I think i do, she's 100% my type and awfully stunning in every wayRealize that you are projecting and what you pining for is a fantasy. You don't know yet if you really like her or not
That's what saying, she seems like it because you can only see her from distance. How she actually is can be totally different. Don't judge a person by their Instagram feed. I just made an updated version of the "book by it's cover" haha.I think i do, she's 100% my type and awfully stunning in every way
Of course there's still a chance we wouldn't like each other (and more likely, she wouldn't be into me)
but i'm fairly certain i'm not projecting. She's just got the qualities i'm looking for + more
The latter yes, but it was more in a way of being a donor. But if she want to build a real family with me then yeah I would be up for it.I am not sure I understood. You had sex (with protections or pills)... or you are actively trying to become a father in July 2021? Because the former is "ahah", and the latter is more like... time to sacrifice my next twenty years for the sake of a little being. It is a life-changing event.
So my gameplan right now:Felt like this all weekend
So, i asked that girl out i had posted about earlier. Through the help of a self-made Ace Attorney video
I thought "I'm just gonna shoot my shot and be done with it when she says no"
Her answer was, that she really liked the video (yay!!) and that she think's i'm a pretty funny guy (wowser!!) and if it were not for a certain circumstance™ (oh no) she would give me a chance (HOLY SHIT!)
So that's why i've been rolling around all weekend (literally too)
Because damn, she's like so completely out of my league i never expected that i could have an actual chance there, so hearing that she would give me one if certain things weren't the way they were made me immensely happy, BUT precisely because she says that i'm also a little bit more sad about this than i would be about a hard no because it feels like losing the lottery by a single digit. OH WELL.
She explitictly told me that'd she be willing to go on a date with me depending on how those circumstances™ evolve, but that wouldn't be before the end of the year.
I'm trying not to get my hopes up, and kinda wishing it won't happen because technically, the circumstances™ going to my advantage would be to her disadvantage and i wouldn't want to wish such a thing on her, but MAN, I WISH I COULD JUST FREEZE MYSELF UNTIL EARLY NEXT YEAR TO FIND OUT
Only tangentially related, but this story tells me most definitely to keep dating apps uninstalled.
Because even though i should have no chance with her AND that she said no/not atm AND that we didnt even meet through a dating environment, despite all these factors, this experience is so much more positive, and joyful, and confidence building than anything that ever happened on these trashy apps.
For the first time in years, i actually do not feel undatable.
But seriously tho, she's so friendly and fun, and talented, and engaging, and stunningly beautiful, i can't believe she's even at all willing to talk with me.
Oh no, id just be asking her for her adress that is all, it's got nothing to do with the commissionI don't know if your two plans are linked. If so, I think plan n°2 has potential to backfire because it is a bit creepy to use info obtained via plan n°1 for plan n°2.
It's not really business tho, the topic arrived fairly naturally too. So i figured i'd do her a favor through that commissionHektor I don't know how it usually goes, but for me mixing business and dating is never possible. I say this from both ends of the spectrum, meaning if someone hired me to do portraits of her it would feel very weird to try and see her as something else afterwards. Trying to buy your way in isn't healthy.