That doesn't sound stupid at all. I would give anything to be able to see my brother again even if it was only a dream. Remembering or trying to recapture the good times you shared with him is a good way to cope and I truly hope that it continues to help you.For now I am just trying to keep myself distracted and busy, anything to keep my mind from wandering too far. This might sound weird, but every night before bed I hope and pray to see my brother in my dreams and each night he has come to me. I don't usually remember my dreams but these are vivid... man it sounds so stupid and childish once you type it out.
And again I'm so sorry for your loss, Echo. Hang in there okay?